Monday, January 13, 2014

The Change Up

So the thing about me is that I am a little crazy. Let's just get that out of the way right off the bat. I am constantly all over the place with everything, my life, my hobbies, my dating life, my location of residence, my blogs (this is like my 5th one that I've started) and my education. 

I'm one of those 26 year olds where most of my friends have or are getting their lives together and starting families and I am over here in my own little bubble tripping over myself trying to figure things out. I always have tons of plans but they rarely pan out and I often put stuff off I don't want to deal with because I keep hoping that by ignoring it "it" will go away, but as I am sure you have guessed, that literally has never happened. Ignoring stuff just makes the situation worse, I really need to work on that. 

This blog originally started out as a crafting/crocheting blog. I sew and crochet mostly but I do other crap too. But I quickly realized that my life is a little crazy to keep up with consistent posts about projects that I sometimes don't have the time to finish. SO now it is just a blog in which I talk about my sometimes not so interesting life and pretend like it is important and people want to read about it. HA! Isn't that what blogs are all about anyways? Well we will see, I'd like to think of this as a live journal and perhaps we can all complain together and hopefully figure things out along the way!

Currently it is almost 2am and I am at work at the nursing home I work at. The overnight shift is my favorite. It's easy and I have tons of free time to do stuff like blog and watch movies! It's awesome. I wish I could only work night shifts. I just started here a month ago and its my first job in the healthcare field and I am excited because I hope to be a Nurse/Nutritionist at some point (if I can get my school stuff figured out) but I am not great at it yet because I am new to it and often don't really understand what is going on. It's frustrating. I am however starting a CNA program here in the next week so perhaps by the time I am certified I will finally get with the program here! 

It is sometimes a little stressful because I am handing out pills and if I majorly mess up I could seriously hurt someone. I get worked up about it sometimes because I don't ever want to hurt someone or cause them any pain or discomfort. It can be a little dirty or gross at times but when you have to do something you kind of just get over it. Anyways, here's my first post. I hope to be better about actually keeping up on my posts. They will probably be all over the place in topics I'd like to say I am sorry about that but I'm not. It's who I am, welcome to my brain everyone! 

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